Fiesta

mum's back from US.

which means, many treaties up! :D.

well i aint much to blog about. just let the pics do some talking.

yummy treaties overloading the table.countless chocs,blowpops,cereal bars etc!!

this wine for grandpa was really unique though!

mum's got fetish for candles. that explains why. it causes mum luggage to be over loaded and she has to over 70 bucks!! HHAHAAS! thuns and thuns of candles and lotions.its was cheap thats why!

POP TARTS!!! OHMYGOSH! this is really great! in spore,it cause roughly over 5 buck just for one box.but in the states, mum bought it for only USD 1 plus !!!! sadly enough as the luggage was over loaded, only 3 boxes were brought back!

blue angel

home all the way yst as i woke up in the late noon about 5? HAHAS!yeah,and i went down study corner to mugged a lil.but unfortunately,i was still really sleepy!! HAHAS!

despite like 15 hours of sleep but i still felt sleepy! :D

bumble bee and i text-ed a lil while and he said he was hungry,

silly him,just wldnt go eat alone and would rather go on hunger.

so, the heroein fionas volunteered to acc him to satisfy his hunger.HAHAS!.

got prepared quickly,he came to fetch me and off we went to thomson to eat.

ohya, in the process of him eating, he called me a FAILRURE!!!!!WTH!HAHAS!and of course, i called him a LOSER in return (:

aftermath,he asked me to plan where to head next so i came up withh many nonsense bright ideas.

finally,we decided to head to geylang for a fun browse of pros

than down to east coast as it was nearby.

while walking,we spotted this place at east coast which has prawning going on.

we went in to take a look out of boredom.

miraculously,we were shocked to see there were lobstering too! HAAHS! are we like [SUA KU?]

lastly,destination was home sweet home as we were quite exhausted and he's got work tmr.

(:

my lil quote for you peepo:

A lie gets halfway around the world before the truth has a chance to get its pants on.

- Sir Winston Churchill

happy sorrowness

what contains in a heartbeat?what does sadness consist off?

it was a sense of sorrowness to saw you.obviously i was happy that god present me this chance to met you coincidentally that day after sucha long time.

but unfortunately,the sorrown within me was overwhelming the happiness.it was glad to see that you have changed (appearance wise).to more obedient.but thats just the outer cover of you. all the sweet lil things flashed thru my mind the whole night long.would shouting out loud help me out from this devastating feeling?

i felt seriously desolated though.but i know as time pass by,this sorrow will sure dissapear.

should i now thank god for letting me have this chance to bumped into you after like 2years i supposed? or to blame god for letting me saw you?

never did i realise or even give a second thought that i would felt this way if i once saw you again.tears were flowing in my heart.i seems like i was suffocating.

OHMYFGOSH!! why is this happening now?!! WHY!!!???

its already been sucha long time and...AHH!H!! this is really getting annoyiing.can i work it out?PLS!! let this feeling be turned of as soon !! PLS! PLS!PLS!

its really unexplainable!

my lil quote for you peepo:

Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former.

- Albert Einstein

your triumphant smile

WHAT A HORRIFIC DAY!

had to return to school for coursework B.

everyine else is still enjoying their hols

but for me, sucks!i had to go back one week in adv.

dumb alarm wrenches me out of my deep sleep.

i got up,bathe changed and nipped down to school looking like a walking zombie.

when i reached the gate,the security were taking temp and precautions work due to H1N1.

they asked those travel quest and lastly, they asked are you sick?

i pretty well replied: slight cough.

AND WTH! they chased me back. GOSH! how kiasu is this.!

they forced me to see the doc and certify i was fit to sch than i could return back!

GRACIOUS!!!!!

without any choice left,and that this coursework B is real impt for my olvls, i had to head to the doc.

just a simpple cough and the doc gave me 4 types of med.

see la! how KIA SU AHS ?!

waste my money just to see the doc.! DUMB SCH! as though you are paying for my medical bills lohs!

EXTENT OUR HOLS LAH! since there are so much troubles going through!

my lil quote for you peepo:

I find that the harder I work, the more luck I seem to have.

- Thomas Jefferson

Horror gripped the heart of the World War 1 soldier as he saw his lifelong friend fall in battle. Caught in a trench with continuous gunfire whizzing over his head, the soldier asked his lieutenant if he might go out into the "no man's land" between the trenches to bring his fallen comrade back.
"You can go," said the lieutenant, "but i don't think it will be worth it. Your friend is probably dead and you may throw your life away." The lieutenant's advice didn't matter, and the soldier went anyway.

Miraculously he managed to reach his friend, hoist him onto his shoulder and bring him back to their company's trench. As the two of them tumbled in together to the bottom of the trench, the officer checked the wounded soldier, and then looked kindly at his friend.

"I told you it wouldn't be worth it," he said. "Your friend is dead and you are mortally wounded." "It was worth it, though, sir," said the soldier. "What do you mean; worth it?" responded the Lieutenant. "Your friend is dead" "YES, Sir" the private answered. "But it was worth it because when i got to him, he was still alive and i had the satisfaction of hearing him say, "JIM........, I KNEW YOU'D COME."

(Take sometime to think about the story then stroll down)

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Many times in life, whether a thing is worth doing or not, really depends on how u look at it. Take up all your courage and do something your heart tells you to do so that you may not regret not doing it later in your life.."May each and every one of you be blessed with the company of TRUE FRIENDS."
"A true friend is one who walks in, when the rest of the world walks out." War doesn't determine who's right. War only determines who's left.

4Sport - Asian Youth Games

you're my sunshine

we spotted this game "dance with obama" and played.HAHAS! lame though!

defeating the purpose of muggings.

here comes michelle & fionas.

hahas.lappy is the main destruction to our plans

all the way from 5 to 10,we've been use the comp,playing games etc instead of studying!

OMG! how could this be.

nevermind.we'll take it as to unwind ourself for the last moment .

heading home .walked instead of bus-ed as i was to meet up with nat nearby than to home.

something had occur.good stuffs of course.

but im gonna keep it my lil secret! HAHAS!

i was laughing hysterically alone on my way to meet nat.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.HHAHAS!

ohs,you made my day! (:

when i woke up,got msg-es from kelly&shannen.

NEWPAPAER!! HAHAS!YES , whitey spotey is once again on newspaper!HAHAS!

i was obviously overwhelmed by that!

okays right now,i've been smiling to myself non stop!

HAHAHS!!


THANKS ALMIGHTY LORD FOR GIVING me sucha wonderful day.

full of surprises and happiness. (:

my lil quote for you peepo:

Not everything that can be counted counts, and not everything that counts can be counted.

- Albert Einstein

MELANCHOLY

while heading out,i bypass a misfortunate scene.

there were ambulance at the carpark ,paramedics as well as cops surrounding a man.

the man was laying flat on the floor.

but , fortunately is wasnt a suicide.

PHEWW..

mugged,mugged,mugged.

with the least effective results.

i had no idea why either.

im having a real headaches right now.

seems like some kindda migraines?

guess probably its due to insomnia and funny timings of sleeps.

while going through my revisions,i nearly broke down into tears as i realised that there were thuns and plenty of topics that i have yet to understand!

i really had no idea how to resolve this i was at my wits end.

i had really not much time left.

HELPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant give up. i really cant!!!!!!! i felt as though i was in a real devastating state.

my lil quote for you peepo:

People demand freedom of speech to make up for the freedom of thought which they avoid.

- Soren Aabye Kierkegaard

out of home to paradise . to release all frustrations and stress.

mugged till dawn break.

breakfast at mac.

and coincidently,i met 2 of my longlost mac rider friends it the middle of the night while mugging.

i felt realy disgusted and i nearly puke my lungs out when i went to the restroom and saw shit on the seat! WTH!!!!!!

ppl nowadays ahs, is they dont know how to control their freaking bladder or is it they dont know how to sit properly on the toilet bowl?

so fcukiing inconsiderate uncivilised babarians!

headed home at 7am in the morning and i was suffering from insomnia.

all the way till 9.30am than i was able to sleep.but not for long! i had no idea why too.

my brains are all cramped up with many stuffs which i have no clue what is it.

right now,

im having a FLU!! it was so freakin irritating!

i've been sneezing umteenth times since afternoon!!

my nose is dropping in no second!!!

my lil quote for you peepo:

No one is a failure until they blame somebody else.

Don't Speak!

fionas made plans for today.

no outs.only ins.

i've been playing real much during the pass days of hols and hadnt mugged recently.

i cant afford to do this now!o lvls are real soon!

woke up at 1 and ate a light breakfast,SCONES! they're real yummy.

did a revision for math 2ques.and i gave up. why?

i was freaking fcuk dup with the constructions outside.

my ear drums were hurting and i cldnt concentrat!

i really felt like shouting out loud!

everything is so fcuked up at the moment. friends,noisiness and everything!

YES! i meant every single thing!

my brains are cramped!

so instead,i went for a jog to release all my ffrustrations.and now im back.! (:

hopefully i can regain all my concentration and start mugging! PLEASE!!! PLEASE!!

alrights.im going for a lovely dovey bath and back to studies! :D

SEEYA REAL SOON!

my lil quote for you peepo:

Life is a journey, but don't worry, you'll find a resting spot at the end.

the unexpected guest

picture above is how hamida eats her rice dumpling.

we was laughing our lungs out while she eat,we chats,the filling starts oozing out.

apparently,we were laughing like mad .its kindda gross of course.

but overall,beancurd rice dumplings that we ate before we mugged were simplilicious (:

usual mugging place.

we were super tired and exhausted.

slept for some while than continued our muggings for a short while before we went hub to shop for my groceries!HAAHS!

loads and loads of stuffs .

plenty of bags.

carried them thru my way home.

SUPER DUPER HEAVY LA!

woke up at 1pm and accompanied shannen to change her NUM top.

2 freaking girls wearing like

go market heading to town unexpectedlly ! :D

my lil quote for you peepo:

Insomniacs don't sleep because they WORRY about it,and they worry about it because they don't sleep.

mugged at mac from dawn till dusk.

11pm to 6am

hahas! i think its much better to study this way as more info and knowledge pass thru my mind.

while mugging i read an article on charmaine.

she's a 4 years old girl who was being attacked by cancer and it was already in the 4th stage right now.

being sucha small age , she brace herself strongly fighting for her life.

going thru 5 chemotherapy!how can you ever imagine a small lil girl enduring such painess .

moreover,she has less than 20% chance of living if she stays in s'pore as s'pore currently has no treatment for her.she has to only go to newyork to receive the treatment

after reading that article,i nearly burst into tears.

it was really heart rending to see such thing happen around us.

we must be thankful enough just to be what we are now healthily.

hopefully whoever that sees this post of mine would click on the link on my friends column to view her blog and if possible and within your reach,pls help this lil girl by donations if not,lets all put our hands together to help this lil girl pray for the mercy of god.

she has still a long way ahead of her.really long journey ahead.

and of course before i end,

hoping god would lend a healing hand to her.

CHARMAINE WILL BRACE UP HERSELF AND FIGHT THAT '' MONSTER " IN HER!

often we felt dicontented,sorrowness,hurt
it felt as thought it was suffocating me.
we love to lodge complaints over little flaws
blaming god for being unfortunate,
dwelling into the past relationships and start being sad.



as for me,some despicable ppl will keep dwelling into my past
insulting me for what i did.
spreading unglam memories of me.
i have tried my best to change in every way.
EVERY SINGLE WAY!
but they never gave me a chance.
sometimes i really hope god could gave me a chance and sent me the power
to erase of their impression of me in the past and give me a new lease of pleasant life and past.



i often live in grieving emotions
but no one ever knows.
every one sees me filled with laughter and joy.
putting up a happy face.
obviously enough i would hope to maintain this impression ppl had of me.



my senses was kindda awaken by this meaningful friend of mine
when out of the question ,sitting infront of me,
he said : i think we're fortunate.
at first i thought it was just a simple sentence escaping from his mouth
but than i thought again
yes.
he was right.
though i lived in fear ,afraid of ppl mentioning rumors of my past,
i thought of those which are thousands times more unfortuanate than me.
i was often discontented with my life
i would frequently felt sense of sadness for no reason
maybe because i suddenly felt lonliness? not because i had no friends. i had.plenty!
what i meant is that though you have them,how many can you lay your sadness,happiness,worries and everything on them ? are they reluctant to hear you out or very willingly ?which one will reach out to you without and conditons paid?you can never know.
but for those who cant even get the chance to see this world ,they can brace themselves up and lived strongly
why cant i ? why cant we ?
if you're mulling and crying over a broken relationship,
think about those mothers that suffered from a miscarriage or even worse,those mother that witness theis child died at birth.
wouldnt their hurt be more excruciating than yours?
wouldnt their tears be more than yours?
its never worth crying over a spilled milk.
although right now im still living in fear of ppl spreading rumors about my past,the fear had slowly subside as time pass.but i knew this fear would never be completely erased.




maybe this friend of mine didnt take this words seriously
or didnt even xpect i would mull over this
i just wanna say.. :
thank you my dear friend! (:

what i hope to tell the world is that :

no matter how down or how hurt you could be ,

always bear in mind that there is someone out there who is thousands,million times more

worse than you do !

kelly , fionas

this room is pretty romantic and awesome! :D

hahas! 2 freaks shannen and carolene mingling with changing rooms! esp carolene!dham stupid! ;D

fionas,shannen,carolene.

carolene,fionas.

whitleys' reputation had been seriously tarnished by us!

HAHAS!!had our meal at ikea after soccer trial at meridian JC .

aftermath,

creations of havoc from the soccer girls meaning the 4 of us! we were like super noisy.playing with all the stuffs there treating it like our own home.ESP shannen! jumping on many beds though it was her house! HAHAS! carolene,exploring many things till she discovered one bra in a basket!! HAHAHAHS!!!!

obviously,it was fun! hahas! our laughters had filled ikea with irritated joy! :D

had our ice cream and bused our way home..

kelly , fionas

the Bunnies carolene , shannen

4 retards making a fool of themselves

WTH! look at shannens' SUPER RETARD FREAK FACE! HAHAS!

carolene,shannen,kelly

shannen , kelly

my lil quote for you peepo:
Victory goes to the player who makes the next-to-last mistake.
- Chessmaster Savielly Grigorievitch Tartakower

movied with cow yoeliawan.

ghost of girlfriend past was not bad.but i think the thriller was much nicer than the real show.

maybe i can rate it like only 6-7 out of 10 ?

apparently,when we reached PS ,the tics were selling fast!

aftermath,had no idea where to head to.

s'pore is far too tiny to have fun places to hang out.

so,we went to his house poolside.

IDIOTIC SHIT! i was drenched with pool water from the actions of james!

GOODJOB huhs! washing and feeding me pool water containing thousands of pee,farts,dirt etc...!

LUCKY! my face aint any problems of you will pay for my facial! HAHAS!

but of course i took my revenge! HEHHSS!!!

last min plan could turn of to be of great fun and laughter. NOT BAD NOT BAD!

alrights!

fiona's heading to her preparations to soccer later on.

YAWNS!!!

annoying constructions outside makes me lose my sleep!!

my lil quote for you peepo:

Glory is fleeting, but obscurity is forever.

- Napoleon Bonaparte

constellations

dued photos updated.

ice skate sessions with leong & james (:

Retard Frog & Flowery Cow

VIVOed today.aftermath,mugged at NEBO with james the aunty cow

EXHAUSTED! kindda?hahas.

just played soccer with james the cow .

i won a pathetic 4 goals! HAHAHS! 2 goals by cheat ! ;DD

ehs,but afterall was not bad okays!

HAHAHS!

2 mad fellers playing soccer in the middle of the night ?

yeah.its a good way of releasing and juggling with stress after our 6 hours of studies. and of course to stay HEALTHY! HAHAHS!

cdc on sat should i head ?

my lil quote for you peepo:

It is a common delusion that you make things better by talking about them.

- Dame Rose Macaulay

towned and bugised with leong yst.headed to NUM and got what i wanted .

HEHHS!with GSS on,i saved alot!

we dropped by thomson to had our lunch before heading to town.

it was simplilicious!

after we had don ewith town,headed down to bugis for a walk as well as to meet up with my mum.

we all had pastamania for our dinner .

and HAHAS! i bought a wallet from wallet shop for mum's bdae!

alrights!

i had no idea why i woke up so early.

towned again .aftermath,meeting up with james to mug.

BYESSSSSSS!!!!!!

my lil quote for you peepo:

We cannot learn without pain.

- Aristotle

win the title

night at the museum 2 yst.as a part of our charismatic teacher MR alan auyong.

how generous huhs.

but unfortunately as eric and shiekh came late,they had to foot the movie tics themselves as mr alan had left.

the aftermath.

walked around and got one cotton on top.

headed to novena NUM to get some stuffs but it didnt have my size.

so,we continued to walk till its about 5 plus and we all headed home (:

alrights.lessons are finally done for the hols!

now,its than really what i called hols!but well,sadly enough i still have to mugged for upcoming prelims and o lvls!!!!

RRAAARRRRHHS!!!its getting here in no time!

GSS!!! HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEE...

my lil quote for you peepo:

Sometimes to realize you were well, someone must come along and hurt you. - Perry Farrell

no boundaries.

woke up kindda earlier than usual despite its a weekend.

had no idea why.right now,im feeling a lil exhausted and sleepy.

but i am not able to sleep as im heading out soon to meet up with friends to mug.

RARRRS!! im sure to doze off afterwards.

oh,and just to share with you ppl,

i just finished reading 2 books which are wonderfully true,touching and sad.

im someone that hates the sight of books but these 2 books indeed make me finished reading them!

the 1st book : lost road of innocence

its about a girl being sold into prostitution and her journey.its really pitiful

2nd book : damaged

its a true heart rending story about a forgotten child being forgotten and abused.

alrights!

thats all for today! (:

my lil quote for you peepo;

Better by far you should forget and smile than that you should remember and be sad.

GREAT STUFFS!!!
aunt kris came over today and bought us PSP!
how great was this men!
HAHAS!it was shocking to me indeed!but its reality!
OHS! THANKS!



todays intake:
tomato soup
chessy marcaroni
blueberry muffins (:

my lil quote for you peepo:

Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.

after gym,came up to make lovely blueberry muffins! (:
was pretty nice!esp that taste was great! HAHAS!
so overall evaluation is SUCESSFUL! :D

just woke up not long ago and had my meals done.

im currently doing my coursework and its giving me a real headcrack!

chatted with cow yoeliawan yst and he just reminded me that GSS is here!

HAHAS! fancy a guy that reminded my GSS! its rather unique huh?! HHAAHAS!

okays.

hopefully i control my money spent!

alrights.

its time for me to go for gym! SEEYA!

YEAHS! im baking blueberry mufins later on! WOOHOOO!!! who wanna volunteer to be the guinea pig?

my lil quote for you peepo:

Better by far you should forget and smile than that you should remember and be sad.

lessons as usual today but i left halfway .

headed to woodlands to babysiter house.aftermath,head to westmall and meet up with mum and sis to shop and fill our stomach.

bought a pair of shoes as they were having great sales! the prices was almost half slashed!im heading to town one of the days to shop! GSS HAS ARRIVED! HOW COULD ANYONE MISSED IT?!!!

after westmall,headed back and i decided to go gym as its been real long since i last work out.probably about 2weeks?YEAH! and i can feel my fat protruding all over! its uncontrollable!after gym,headed back to play Wii with sis and mum.its a great workout game! seriously!esp boxing! HAHS!i've been playing that for quite some time and im having great cramps right now!

alrights!its getting late!im haeding to bed! NIGTYNIGHTS! (:

Wii boxing is definitely fun! :D

tom yum ramen (:

she's simply adorable and smart :D

my lil quote for you peepo:
The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy.