school had early dismissal today due to last term for the following june hols.

which means release of report books for mid year exams.

as expected,having really horrendous results.

31 pts.! WTH! i was really anxious and distressed as with such results,i will never be able to make it to any poly. needless to say my dream course.!

i seriously have to start on serious muggings and revision this june hols instead of playing and going out.

im really terrified for upcoming o lvls!

esp chi which is only like 2 more days!!

!@$#^&^!!

after school ended,me & leong headed to hub to get our movies tics! (:

we're gonna catch DANCE SUBARU later on at 7.35 pm ! YEAYY!

hols are here,but it doesnt seems like a hol to be .but instead , a month for strict studies!and stress.

alrights!im going for a short nap.aftermath,head for our movies (:

hopefully james is able to get rid of that marker stain for me!im praying so!

GOODNIGHT! :D

im missing volleyball and soccer greatly! :(

im yearning to head to trainings! but i dont think i can : ''((

my lil quote for you peepo:

in life we cannot do great things,but we can do small things with great love.

dont get the wrong idea (: we're 100% straight! :D its just trick

gave school a miss today as lessons was such a bore xcept PE but i didnt felt like seeing MR SUBRA.this was one of the reasons too.

mugs with COW today at KB mac.

as usual most of the time were spent on playing,talking and laughing.

what is freaking unlucky today is that while playing with marker and pens , we accidentally drew a storke on his jacket and so does he.

i was super sad la! cause it cant be washed off! HAHAS!!

o lvls chi is arriviing in like just 4 days time!!!

and im still not ready for it!

head to meet up with BQ they all before heading home after muggings.

GUESS WHAT HAPPEN?!!!!

after my sis bathe , she came out of the toilet with a towel wrapped .

and i saw a cockroach behind her!

we were all screaming our lungs out! :DD

HAHAS! and obviously,laughing at the meantime.

i nearly lost my watch yst!

luckily, cow told me to head back to school to look for it.

and so , he acc me back too.

it was left laying underneath my desk!

PHEWW~!!! i was so frigging relieved!

thanks , JAMES ! you're sucha nice friend! HAHAS~!:D

GOODBYE!

my lil quote for you peepo:

the best thing about the future is that it comes only one day at a time.

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depressed . disheartened .

sports day was today.

i basically just took part in the 400m and 4 x 100m.

today was my worst day this year.

i was supposed to get 3rd for the 400m race.instead,subra gave the place to the other competitor,priya.

almost everyone said i won her.

even she herself came to tell me that all the students and teacher said she lost when she saw me with tears after subra told my i was in the fourth placing.

when it was time for prize giving,i was hoping god would send some justice down and i could retain my 3rd place.

i was clenching my fist so tightly that i colud feel blood was splashing out anytime.

but unfortuantely,god let me realised that there aint justice in this world.they mentioned priya instead.

tears rolled down my cheeks automatically without any hesistant.

i felt totally broke down at the moment and it was like thuns of needles piercing through my heart.i was suffocating.

i tried my best to put up a strong front,but i realised i could no longer hold on to such painess..

the feeling was really terrible that no words could be able to describe.

despite many trainings i had for myself as well as all the hardwork and sweat,is this what i am supposed to get?

TELL ME!!!

the aftermath.kelly & michelle helped me by looking up for other teachers to clarify the matter.

the teacher promised to clarify it for me and consoled me .

no one can ever felt how i felt.

although all my friends could do is comfort me and cheer me up , they would never knew how i felt inside

but i hereby still have to thanks all my friends today that comfort me,consoling and tried to cheer me up.

lastly,all my friends that work so hard to achieve 1st for 4 x 100m esp:aminah

its rather painful inside and my legs right now through what has happened today.

im broken down .

only if im able to shut my eyes and put myself to sleep forever.

only if i could me able to get an anaesthetic to freeze my painess.

im so sick of this world!

it let me realised that this world aint any justice at all!!!!

HARDWORK LEAD TO SUCCESS ?!?! BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!

my lil quote for you peepo:

a good heart & head is a formidable combination

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23/05/08 intake for the day:

`tomato,kiwi,blueberry for breakfast

`tri-coloured pasta for noon

`apples for snacks

`subway white choc cookies

im bloated and i think more fats are protruding !

im going for a run later on again!

yesterday was really furious and dissapointing.

was suppose to head to yck stadium to practice my 400m and 100m run for the upcoming sports day.

met up with leong.

unfortunatly,when we arrived there , they were having events on that particular day.

i was seriously furious!

as we were left with no choice but to leave for another idea,we went hub to get stuffs for leong practical.

the aftermath.

headed home and went for a run nearby my house.

i really have to start concentrating on my muggings.!i've tried.but to no avail.but the least is that i've done a lil at least .

my lil quote for you peepo:

If you aren't going all the way, why go at all?

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im having excruciating pain from head to toes right now!

NAPFA on thurs went on kindda smoothly as i mangaged to aces in all items.

but unfortunately,for shuttle run though i get kindda good results , but i fell! now , my whole back and rib cage feel like someones grabbing inside !it feels like its breaking!!

due to lack of warming ups before starting NAPFA , i have great cramps on my front thighs.

whats worse is my left face!

after NAPFA,we have PE following.

we played soccer on that day.

when the ball was with hafiz , i went behind him to attack . he kindda lost balanced and fell back , knocked on to left cheeks.it wasnt really pain at first but after it ended , i felt a little feeling of tightness.i tried to open my mouth.but only to a certain extent.it was really painfull,so we went to get an ice cube to rub on.it felt more pain.

michelle bought noodles for us during recess but i threw half of it away as it was seriously painful when i tried to open my mouth and chew.

after sch , met james to study and teach him chinese.

he kept making silly stuffs and obviously,i cant possibly stop laughing.

the pain reacted again!

SO FREAK OUT!

halfway through , we went to swing nearby.he was like a small boy,cant resist swinging like a madcow.

lastly,it was time to leave and something really hilarious happened to him.

shall not say what had happen than.

hahas!!

GOODBYYYE!!! :D

my lil quote for you peepo:

You can lay down and die,
or you can get up and fight,but that's it -- there's no turning back.

michelle just adore photography for ppl ! (:

subbed again after training in school

my lil quote for you peepo :

Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it's the middle that counts the most

shisha with leong,james&marcel.

aftermath , movie and back home (:

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blogging has became a once in a blue moon thing nowadays due to excessive school work!

many post to update.

coming up soon (;

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subway is simplylicious!

after trainings , subbed with michelle (:

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decided to head to cdc training yst as it has been quite some time since
soccer training has been suspended due to mid year exams.
woke up at 1pm and have to rush to preparing my soccer stuffs as training starts at 2.30.
and of course , im late.

when training has just started about 30 mins , we were suppose to train a lil on our fitness first.
just 30mins gone , every one of us was like panting and sweating like hell!! HAHAS!
whats worse is the condition of the field . it was so super muddy tha out boots was like made of mud . it was obviously DISGUSTING AND GROSS!!!
everyone fitness and stamina had gone down tremendoulsly!!REALLY!

we had no choice but to endure it til training end .
had a friendly game with NTU students before we end .
3-3 no bad huhs . they were obviously much stronger than us . but it was not bad for us to have a draw! :DD CLAPCLAPPPPP!!!

okays. im heading to train my running at stadium in an hour time or so .
sports day is arriving soon . i really hope i could be able to get a medal or something! my stamina had really gone down tremendously . so , i just gotta go build it back some how!

GOODBYE!!! :D

my lil quote for you peepo:

The minute you start talking about what you're going to do if you lose, you have lost.

some overdued photos take last week with our ''SISTER" maomao and kelvin (;

LATE nights are often fun , but beat dead!(;

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an UNGLAM shot of fiona ...

contipated

hectic days for the past weeks .exams are all over my schedule.dont really have sufficient time for blogging nor photography.

COMPLAINTS from michelle today : FIONA ah . your blog getting more and more wordy ahs. hahahs! so , i shall upload some overdued photos that i've been unable to upload for the past weeks.

okays , today , im feeling exceptionally HAPPY! jumping for joy . because the end of mid year examinations OVERWHELMED ME! :DD YEEEAAHHHHOOOOOOSSS!!!!

but unfortunately,hell haven not come to its end . oLVLS are arriving in no time.for this , im seriously stresses up!white hair and pimples are making its way out ! NO WAYYY!!!

todays paper was chemistry,physics as well as F & N . i was kindda happy as this paper were quite easy.but not totally .hopefully,i could get a good score .

supposed to head to to swim and run at yck stadium tmr . but for some reasons ,it had to be cancelled. HOW SADDENING LAHS!

CDC trainings are starting tmr,i have no idea weather to go or not.because ,james influenced me! he say : dont play soccer so often ready lahs.become whiter a bit . soccer too rough for girls ahs.

SAD AHS! HAHAS! nevermind lahs. shall see my mood for tmr.I MISS DOING SPORTS!for the whole exam weeks,i had to stop my sports programme! I FEEL LIKE FAT ARE ALL PROTRUDING LAHHHHHHHHSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!! ;D

okays . i think i shan't continue further. im praying to get good results for midyear .

GOODBYE (:

my lil quote for you peepo:

Laughter is the shortest distance between two friends.

pic taken last weekend with leong .

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chem paper yst was kindda sadistic . i studied . it came out but i forgot .

i just merely glance through the paper to be true . okays. what could i do . its all over now. maths paper was worrisome too! i think i can hardly pass. but nevermind .as long as i get like 40+ im satified a lil . i've never passed maths in my entire sec school life. so hopefully i make a breakout this mid year .

head to studies with james after exam at bishan cc . the place was n absolute silence!we could only whisper.it was like. whalaus. super quiet men. hahas.

okays. than we went mos to eat first and than continued our studies till about 6.30.

whats hilarious yst was what happen to james.

here's how it goes...

while studying,james took a small lil piece of paper and folded a mini boat . yes. i really meant MINI .

than he started playing with it.

like a small boy , so happy he learnt how to fold a boat . his expression while playing that lil boat was extremely funny.and of course , i burst out into laughter.

afterwhich,it about time we leave.so we cleared out rubbish and he's boat was left on top of a coke than he exclaimed : EHS ! my boats ehs. hahahs!

so , he grab hold of it and we left.

while walking to our bus stops,we was all the while holding on to it , and the thing that i remembered which we laugh like madcows was because he take the boat and start saying : TITANIC ... and making the boat up and down .

he was really laughiing like mad and so loudly than all the passersby were looking at him lahs. hahahs!i think they must be thinking is this guy intellectually disabled or retarded ?

HAHAHS! he seems perfectly normal but his actions were like 3 yr old boy , so happy playing that paper boat! HAHAHS! of course i laugh like mad too lahs. but he just couldnt stop laughing.he was like possesed at that time time mens .lasly,i confiscated his boat.and of course. he stopped laughing ahs

HAHAHS!

okays. thinking back, it was extremely hilarious!!!

its something like words are hard to express .

it seems like he got depression , for very long never laugh. suddenly , laugh untill like the world was his

HAHAHS!

okays. i shall head to my afternoon sleep . and study for tmr exams! :DD

JAMES! GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR ART EXAMS!!!you so talented , iiyaahs. sure can de ahs! BYEEBYEEE!!!!

my lil quote for you peepo:

Fate chooses our relatives, we choose our friends.

this will be a post for my friend ,
walter

things wear and tear ,
livings live and leave.
so do not fear too much.
try not to think about it too much alrights?
im sure your mum , in the other world would live happily ever after
she is sure to be sad too . but she wants you guys to be happy
if you guys are sad , she may feel even sadded . 10 times more.
let bygones be bygones.
you still have your family members with you .
keep her in your heart.
lastly ,you still have friends with you!
fret not! we'll be your lisentning ears . pour your sorrows to us!

i hereby sent my utmost condolence (:

loves ,
fionas

caught friday the 13th last sat with james , the cow . we met up for studies.but it was kindda weird studies.

HERES how it goes :

met up at 3 at united square . went to have lunch at swenswen before our start for muggings

afterwhich , got a place at starbucks.it was so freking humid outside and we were not able to do ur revisions . but well , no choice.still had to continue and bear with it.but truely to say , we had not done much . we talked and play and bullshit for like 2 hours and only studied for 1 hours .HHAHAS .

so , james idea was to head to his house there the study place to continue.

so , we headed there . but unfortunately, the place was booked by his beloved brother , (:

so , guess what a nice place we study ? at the poolside table !! :DD hahhs!nice experiences isnt it ? HAHHS! it was same , warm and hot there but better off. whats worse is that suddenly when dawn break , james say: ehs my paper suddenly turn blue ahs.

than , i broke into laughter! HAHS!there were not sufficient lights there for us to study . it was like simply studying in the dark lahs . HHAHAS!

okays than , we headed to catch a movie at cine .

aftermath , HOME SWEEETT HOMMMEEE (:

im wanting to catch DANCE SUBARU !!!!

my lil quote for you peepo:

A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked